TTC

assalamualaikum my lovely readers (ada lg ke?) LOL. whoever reading this, welcome2 to my blog. after a longggggggggggggggg hiatus. ya know, actually i've been wanting to write in my blog for quite some time, but serunya x sampai. baru berniat je kahkah! ahh kau, sapa je yang ambik pedulik pasal blog kau ni lagi. zaman kegemilangan dah lama berlalu. and sometimes i think blogging is just not relevant anymore nowadays no? but i notice that famous blogger still write in their blog and people still waiting for their posts. lainlah blogger sendu macam yours truly ni. hee ok sudah2 la merapu. back to the title please!

TTC - what's that? before i got married and even after i got married also lah, i've no idea about this term. TTC? what? who's that pokemon? TTC stands for trying to conceive. maksudnya dalam bm berusaha/ikhtiar utk dapatkan anak- bg yg susah pregnant mcm aku. macam2 la kau bleh buat dalam tempoh TTC ni. antaranya - makanan seimbang, exercise, ambik appropriate supplement/jamu/ makanan sunnah, berurut dan etc etc.

macam aku yg malas nk exercise, aku just ikhtiar ambik jamu & makanan sunnah & berurut je. balance diet memang aku x amalkan sebabnyaaa x rajin kahkahkah! exercise pon x rajin jugak la maklumlaaa suami jauhhh. kalau ada suami kat sebelah bleh la exercise sama2. hahaha alasan orang malas camnilah.

pasal berurut ni aku rasa wajib la pergi. kita x boleh nk mengharap kat ubat doktor je. mostly doktor akan bagi ubat untuk selesaikan masalah je, bukan menyembuhkan. bukan aku nak cakap doktor ni x bagus, tp kita kene ikhtiar cara lain jugak. pehe dop?

actually dah lamaa aku berniat nak pegi urut tp selalu x kesampaian. niat je la mampu kahkah! then satu hari aku nak beli kucing kat rumah pakcik ni. dapat no phone kat mudah.my. sooo pegi la aku ke rumah beliau pada hari pagi sabtu yg hening. thenn, sembang punya sembang pakcik ni cakap isteri dia iaitu kak maya bleh berurut untuk org yg susah mengandung. aku pon ape lagi. terus buat appointment untuk berurut dgn dia esoknya. ni org kata sambil menyelam minum air. kucing dapat, berurut pon dapat :D actually ada lagi 1 kisah yg aku nak story pasal tips2 yg kak maya bgtau aku. tunggu next entry nah.

ok then pemakanan jamu. yasss u should take jamu kalau nak senang pregnant. not only for pregnancy tp for your health also lah. ada macam2 produk jamu yg korang boleh try. macam aku, aku consume jamu susuk dara (JSD). i think u guys tau kot JSD ni? xtau boleh google. tapi now i've stop makan jamu JSD & makan jamu kak maya bagi original from negara seberang. buat sendiri katanya. yass, kak maya org Indon ye. baru 4 hari aku consume jamu ni, any feedback i'll write later ya.

pasal makanan sunnah ni, aku consume pati delima gulsan. sangat2 baguss utk kita perempuan ni. kalau tengah pregnant, makan la pati delima, sgt banyak manfaat. anak dara pon boleh makan, utk kesihatan dalaman jugak. makanan sunnah yg lain macam kurma, habbatus sauda & madu pon bleh consume xde masalah pon kalau nk campur2. try it guys, ya'll will love them.

ok i think takat tu je la perkongsian ni. harap memberi manfaat la ye. x banyak sikit pon jadi la. next post i'll write some tips for us ladies.

assalamualaikum

PJJ

Assalamualaikum..

First of all, im writing this as a teacher. Yeah,i've been a teacher since 7 months ago. Oh how time flies ya. And ohh,im married too now. Alhamdulillah. It has been about 5 months since we are married. So many events that had happened in my life and i dont blog about them. I dont even feel rajin to write. Hahaha. Ok,im lame and lazyyy. Dulu boleh la nak blog hari2.

Ok, as for the title up there, im going to write about PJJ. What's that? It stands for 'perhubungan jarak jauh' or 'perkahwinan jarak jauh'. Yeah,im in a long distance marriage with my husband. And i dont like it. Who even like to live apart from their spouse? Can u imagine, i just got married. Still in the pengantin baru phase, and im force to live apart from my hubby, because of work of course.

Sometimes i feel that im not strong enough to face this. I felt so fragile at times. Im stressed and i dont even notice it. Sedar-sedar dah migrain. Sedar-sedar sakit itu sakit ini. All because of stress. How can i cope this? I pray to Allah everyday to keep me strong to face this challenge. Luckily i got my family here to look after me. But still,deep down inside i need my hubby. I need him by my side always.

Those who never experienced PJJ would never understand the feelings. They can simply say sabarlah,sabar,sabar. Yes,i can be patient but not all the time, most of the time i failed. Not that im not trying. I try so hard that it hurts me.

So yeah, till next time.

Kisah Tunang #fs

assalamualaikum wbt.

hai haiii, lamanyaaaa x hupdate belog ni. dok hupdate instagram ja. belog x pedulik langsung. sekarang dah start cuti sekolah, which means that i have finished my studies in IPSAH. how time flies right? rasa 5 tahun setengah tu terbang mcm tu je. sekarang rindu sgt dekat kawan2. haihh.

anddd alhamdulillah aku dah 2 bulan menjadi tunangan Encik As-Sauqay. lagi 3 bulan+ nak nikoh. hihi. doakan urusan perkahwinan aku dipermudahkan ye. InsyaAllah.

the self made pelamin. mak aku yang buat pelamin ni. walaupun orang sukan, bab-bab menghias pon terer jugak. thanks makk :D

cincin belah rotan. heee. 

my jubah is from calaqisya. beli bulan 5 mase launch butik baru depa kt ipoh. bulan 9 baru pakai. lama x aku peram jubah ni? ohh, my cousin add on manik2 dekat lace tu so that x nampak kosong sangat. 

tudung and veil pon buat sendiri, beli kain n jahit tepi. for veil, my cousin jahit patches of lace keliling veil and atas kepala and add on manik2. 

my future family in law insyaAllah. oh yang berdiri tu encik as-sauqay aka encik tunang hehe

my beloved gossip girls. syg depa ketat2. terharu sangat depa datang ipoh konvoi ramai2 2,3 bijik kete. muahh!

the guys (ayah & brother) p mana xtau masa ni. so girls je.

family belah besut. ni x sampai suku pon. 

aunties belah batu gajah ;)

geng masa sekolah. tenkiu maiii :'D

so yeah, persiapan sume buat seminggu sebelum majlis. and alhamdulillah majlis berjalan dengan lancar skali. tunggu tahun depan utk majlis nikoh lak. hihi. 

sangat2 x sangka jodoh yang diaturkan Allah utk aku. kenal hanya sebulan dia ajak kawen, and aku tanpa ragu2 terus setuju. 4 bulan lepas tu dia terus datang rumah jumpa my parents untuk bgtau hajat dia. 4 bulan kemudian kami dah bertunang. and insyaAllah dalam masa 3 bulan lebih lagi akan menikah. alhamdulillah. moga jodoh ini kekal hingga jannah. aminnn. doakan kami ye. 

New Life

assalamualaikum

hye all, sarang dah tebal gila kat blog ni. last post was on february. kesian, blog terabai. tapi ade lagi ke org yg active blog ni. sejak kewujudan instagram, blog sume orang pon x jalan, ye x? i wonder ade lagi ke followers blog aku ni hahah. k xpe, aku menulis sebab rindu nk menulis kt blog sebenornya. nak baca ke x terpulang. 

pejam celik pejam celik sem ni dah sem last dah dekat IPG aka maktab. percaya ke tidak?? 5 tahun setengah berlalu macam tu, umpama naik train ETS dari Ipoh ke KL. satttt je rasa. kalau korang ikut blog aku dari dulu, aku ade tulis pasal life aku kat maktab ni dari first sem foundation ke degree. x banyak pon tapi ade la sikit. banyak jugak post yg dah didelete atas sebab2 tertentu. 

life aku berubah 360 degree this year i would say. aku yang dulu bukanlah yang sekarang ceyyy. kalau dulu aku kurus, sekarang aku gemok. kalau dulu aku aku bujang, sekarang dah kawen. eh? ok tak2, belum kawen lagi. kisah kawen nanti aku jemput sume na. ehehe. 

so yeah, my life changed when i met this person. i thanked Allah for giving me the opportunity to meet this person and to repent before its too late. u will never know when ur 'time' has come to meet the creator. im not regretting my past, whom im with for the past 5-6 years. because what has happened then made me realize the mistakes that i made and i reflected upon the mistakes and never to repeat that mistakes again. ever. everything happens for a reason and i believe that Allah has better plans for me now and in the future. InsyaAllah. 

to that special someone, im waiting for that moment u do the lafaz akad in front of my dad InsyaAllah.