PJJ

Assalamualaikum..

First of all, im writing this as a teacher. Yeah,i've been a teacher since 7 months ago. Oh how time flies ya. And ohh,im married too now. Alhamdulillah. It has been about 5 months since we are married. So many events that had happened in my life and i dont blog about them. I dont even feel rajin to write. Hahaha. Ok,im lame and lazyyy. Dulu boleh la nak blog hari2.

Ok, as for the title up there, im going to write about PJJ. What's that? It stands for 'perhubungan jarak jauh' or 'perkahwinan jarak jauh'. Yeah,im in a long distance marriage with my husband. And i dont like it. Who even like to live apart from their spouse? Can u imagine, i just got married. Still in the pengantin baru phase, and im force to live apart from my hubby, because of work of course.

Sometimes i feel that im not strong enough to face this. I felt so fragile at times. Im stressed and i dont even notice it. Sedar-sedar dah migrain. Sedar-sedar sakit itu sakit ini. All because of stress. How can i cope this? I pray to Allah everyday to keep me strong to face this challenge. Luckily i got my family here to look after me. But still,deep down inside i need my hubby. I need him by my side always.

Those who never experienced PJJ would never understand the feelings. They can simply say sabarlah,sabar,sabar. Yes,i can be patient but not all the time, most of the time i failed. Not that im not trying. I try so hard that it hurts me.

So yeah, till next time.

Kisah Tunang #fs

assalamualaikum wbt.

hai haiii, lamanyaaaa x hupdate belog ni. dok hupdate instagram ja. belog x pedulik langsung. sekarang dah start cuti sekolah, which means that i have finished my studies in IPSAH. how time flies right? rasa 5 tahun setengah tu terbang mcm tu je. sekarang rindu sgt dekat kawan2. haihh.

anddd alhamdulillah aku dah 2 bulan menjadi tunangan Encik As-Sauqay. lagi 3 bulan+ nak nikoh. hihi. doakan urusan perkahwinan aku dipermudahkan ye. InsyaAllah.

the self made pelamin. mak aku yang buat pelamin ni. walaupun orang sukan, bab-bab menghias pon terer jugak. thanks makk :D

cincin belah rotan. heee. 

my jubah is from calaqisya. beli bulan 5 mase launch butik baru depa kt ipoh. bulan 9 baru pakai. lama x aku peram jubah ni? ohh, my cousin add on manik2 dekat lace tu so that x nampak kosong sangat. 

tudung and veil pon buat sendiri, beli kain n jahit tepi. for veil, my cousin jahit patches of lace keliling veil and atas kepala and add on manik2. 

my future family in law insyaAllah. oh yang berdiri tu encik as-sauqay aka encik tunang hehe

my beloved gossip girls. syg depa ketat2. terharu sangat depa datang ipoh konvoi ramai2 2,3 bijik kete. muahh!

the guys (ayah & brother) p mana xtau masa ni. so girls je.

family belah besut. ni x sampai suku pon. 

aunties belah batu gajah ;)

geng masa sekolah. tenkiu maiii :'D

so yeah, persiapan sume buat seminggu sebelum majlis. and alhamdulillah majlis berjalan dengan lancar skali. tunggu tahun depan utk majlis nikoh lak. hihi. 

sangat2 x sangka jodoh yang diaturkan Allah utk aku. kenal hanya sebulan dia ajak kawen, and aku tanpa ragu2 terus setuju. 4 bulan lepas tu dia terus datang rumah jumpa my parents untuk bgtau hajat dia. 4 bulan kemudian kami dah bertunang. and insyaAllah dalam masa 3 bulan lebih lagi akan menikah. alhamdulillah. moga jodoh ini kekal hingga jannah. aminnn. doakan kami ye. 

New Life

assalamualaikum

hye all, sarang dah tebal gila kat blog ni. last post was on february. kesian, blog terabai. tapi ade lagi ke org yg active blog ni. sejak kewujudan instagram, blog sume orang pon x jalan, ye x? i wonder ade lagi ke followers blog aku ni hahah. k xpe, aku menulis sebab rindu nk menulis kt blog sebenornya. nak baca ke x terpulang. 

pejam celik pejam celik sem ni dah sem last dah dekat IPG aka maktab. percaya ke tidak?? 5 tahun setengah berlalu macam tu, umpama naik train ETS dari Ipoh ke KL. satttt je rasa. kalau korang ikut blog aku dari dulu, aku ade tulis pasal life aku kat maktab ni dari first sem foundation ke degree. x banyak pon tapi ade la sikit. banyak jugak post yg dah didelete atas sebab2 tertentu. 

life aku berubah 360 degree this year i would say. aku yang dulu bukanlah yang sekarang ceyyy. kalau dulu aku kurus, sekarang aku gemok. kalau dulu aku aku bujang, sekarang dah kawen. eh? ok tak2, belum kawen lagi. kisah kawen nanti aku jemput sume na. ehehe. 

so yeah, my life changed when i met this person. i thanked Allah for giving me the opportunity to meet this person and to repent before its too late. u will never know when ur 'time' has come to meet the creator. im not regretting my past, whom im with for the past 5-6 years. because what has happened then made me realize the mistakes that i made and i reflected upon the mistakes and never to repeat that mistakes again. ever. everything happens for a reason and i believe that Allah has better plans for me now and in the future. InsyaAllah. 

to that special someone, im waiting for that moment u do the lafaz akad in front of my dad InsyaAllah.

Event Phytoscience / Biz Kaaching

assalamualaikum..

alhamdulillah. i have no words to say. im just so grateful :')

alhamdulillah, thank u Allah..